Syifa is 1 today.....

Heppi burfday Syifa...... Dek She dah setahun harini.... sekejap je masa berlalu.... harap2 sekejap jugaklah masa winter ni berlalu.... haha...........

No special birthday bash, party watsoever,,,, cian...... hehehehehe.... Ala... dek She kecik lagi nak buat party marty, ummi dan ayah tolong berdoa selamat ajelah yer.... tahun depan kita celebrate yerrr.... dah besar sikit baru seronok.... hehe... biasela.... anak kedua....... ;D



Mudah-mudahan Zahra Nursyifa berjaya dalam hidup... dapat kasih Allah.... dan dapat jadi ahli di syurga..... bukan senang tu sayang..



InsyaAllah... kita akan berpindah ke rumah yang baru bln 2 nanti.... Mudah-mudahan Allah memudahkan kerja perpindahan kita nnt... dan harap2 rumah itu baik utk kami sekeluarga dan dpt settle down di situ utk sekian waktunya kami di bumi Southampton ini....

Suhaib dan Syifa

Suhaib tengok feveret cartoon; In the night garden

Cuba ikut gaya Iggle Pigle menari

Sdg membuang! ups!

Syifa; semua nak masuk mulut

Boleh duduk sendiri dah. Yey!

Pull to a stand

Merangkak laju dah...

A pair of happiness..

Syifa; half of the size abg Suhaib

Suhaib n Syifa'

Suhaib pose.. 3rd quarter-panjat reti, turun xconfiden, menangis mintak tlg.

Syifa on the camera. Down frm left- I have to kendong like 'mak indon' time nak masak. Waduuuh... nak berkepit aja si Syifa' ni. Skrng ok sikit, sbb dah makin buas nak explore rumah~Syifa' the explorer. Boleh panggil mamma mama or miiiiiiiii..... Tgh belajar angkat badan nak merangkak. Pandai mengutip. Semua masuk mulut. Pandai xsuka kat abg Suhaib dia yg suka mengacau dan conquer semua benda.

1st time ke carboot di Gosport. Sorang2 muka xpuas hati krn terpaksa duduk dalam child seat. A must- regulation di sini. Kalau x kena compound 60 pnd kot..

Jln2 di Itchen River. Berdekatan dgn rumah kami. Boleh lah nak beriadah sikit2 bwk depa jln2 kena angin..

Till then hugs n kisses!

Buang EBM!?

2, 3 minggu terkebelakangan(pls excuse my poor grammar) ini sugguh sibuk utk myself and the whole family. Gara-gara berpindah barang. Ke rumah my pil. Kemas barang, pilih barang, buang barang, tinggal barang, simpan barang, angkut barang~ waaaah... sungguh meletihkan! Mmg worth it ku ambil cuti seminggu utk semua2 tu. Syifa' and Suhaib, post ke rumah TokWa. If nottt, my big boy Suhaib pun sama naik sibuk sekali dgn barang2 tu. Silap2 haribulan mummy dia bubuh dlm kotak, seal! He he he.. Syifa' pulak tentu pantang nampak ummi dia-nak berkepitt.

Another one week to kerja. Lepas ni, chottti panjanglah saye. 3 tahun di Southampton. Nak buat ape yek?... *Ding dong**** xde income, xleh shopping maut. Oh nooooo.....

But i think being a fulltime (cewah, cam fulltime, part time lak, ahaks!) housewife, bukan sempat nak lepak pon kann?? Kesana kemari dgn anak2, agak2nya baju pun xsempat kering. (p/s: bukan baju yg dibasuh xsempat kering ok.. baju yg dipakai, basah dek membasuh itu ini, memasak, berkejar dgn anak2 dan etc2... dgn bila pulak nak mangajar anak2, nak menyanyilah, nak menarilah-nak entertain diorang punya pasal...)
Betul x kawan2???... (betul 3x).

Wah, kena kuatkan mental dan physical nih... *Teringat... mcm manalah ibuku yang merupakan surirumah sepenuh masa mengharungi waktu2 sukar membesarkan kami 5 beradik. Yg mana masing2 masih nangoi2 (jgn tanyaku bahase apa ni... sesedap rasa ku je nih ;P). Tentu sungguh jenoh kan, nak buat semua benda sorang diri, dgn anak2 yg pelbagai ragam dan macam.*

"Mak.... terima kasih mak.... besarkan adik (ups! pecah rahsia) dgn sugguh bersusah payah.." *Sob sob sob..*

Balik pada cerita buang EBM! Kerana nak membekalkan Syifa' dgn susuibu yg fresh, the whole period of exclusive breastfeeding tu, i never rotate the daily supply with the frozen milk. Dan kerana nak berpindah jauh nun di sana, terpaksalah daku buang kesemua susu2 simpanan ku yang hampir 70+ stocks. Semuanya pun dah/nak expired sbb ku xpernah guna.. sayang... tp nak buat mcm mana... nak sedekah? macam mana? bila? siapa nak? oh... sungguh xda info dan xcukup masa nak study(sampai kene study kerr?) pasai tu...

Harap2, jgnlah ditarik balik rezeki utk anak ku.. Sbb ibunya buang habis susu2 badan tu...

"Ya Allah, benarkanlah aku untuk menyusui anakku sehingga 2thn seperti yang disaran dalam kitab suciMu... ampunkan aku Ya Allah..."

Syifa Milestone

Yippiiii... finally I can roll over!

The last 2 days, when I was laying down with Syifa, Suhaib and daddy, for bed, we all had a ‘busy’ time. Me and daddy were chatting to each other while Suhaib always be the one that interframe us. Okay…okay… cerita monyet.. Daddy always be the best storyteller since mummy is taking care of Syifa’. Daddy made the story so exciting until Suhaib were hard to sleep and required a longer time. They laugh and acting together. "Bile nak tido ni… ummi letih dah.. ;) Sometimes, mummy do storytell him. Definitely he could fall asleep faster (cause mummy’s story quite boring la…. ;p. Asyik2… cerita teladan yg *lems* tue..)

Oh, Syifa? Syifa suddenly rolled over. Mummy didn’t notice how she did that. Padahal she’s only beside me. he he he.

She did it so hard. Poor Syifa. But that’s no problem at all ok. Until today, she only manages to do it several times. Maybe her ‘drumstick’ part made her body seem so heavy. She had a new routine now. Everyday she will wake up at around 5am, and cooing ooooo ooooo…, aaaa…. aaaa… When she sees me open my eyes, she will return a smile. Waaahh… awalnyer kejut mummy…. Mummy ngantut lagi…


Additional Update:

Syifa' likes to roll from back to front most of the times. She do it without hard anymore.. "Very good..."

This morning we brought them to Dr Menon's clinic to conduct the nebulizers ( a respiratory device that allow a vaporized medicine to be inhaled into the lungs) since they still got irritated by some deep coughs. All ok, but another 2 sessions to go through this afternoon. It will be one at 3pm. The other, maybe at 8.30pm+.

Now Syifa’ can be a little more confident cause her body weight is not approaching the ‘obesity’ region anymore. She is now 7kg at 4mths and 3wks.

Syifa: "Hi there. It is not because of taking a hard time diet, but recently I used to exercise a lot. You know how hard it requires me for a rolling back-to-front? I tell u it’s not easy! Huh~ My healthy thigh is so heavy. But recently I’m kinda notice that my thigh is a bit slimmer than previous!” ;p

“Let’s enjoy viewing some of my pictures taking with a busy-buddy. I like to call him Abg Boy cause of his new baldy head. Ups! Sorry bro =D”

Hey, this is me!

Yesss! I finally made it.. Hey, what is that?.. da da da..

Can u see a dark spot under my eye? Yes, that was done with no-mercy by the bz-buddy. Grrrr....

There comes the bz-buddy! I tell u. He can't 'stay tuned' for one sec. Shhhhh.... U don't tell him okay.
Uhuhuks..Hey bro. Wut's up? I'm just snapping some photos here..

Okay2.. U want to take photo too ya! Come-on2. U may join me. (*bz-buddy lerr...*)

Making the photoshoot. *phew....*

One thing of our checklists is to get the passport done. So yesterday, after office hour (since Suhaib recently wanting for *jalan2* after office hour. Jenuh gak tiap2 hari nak kene *entertain*.. :)) we went for a passport photoshot.

Suhaib had really made me *gelak bagai nak pecah perut*. Ha ha ha… Funni boy la anak ummi ni… Actually he had becoming stressed by the flashing lights and all the people (me, hubby, cameraman, cameraman’s wife-I guess) that were encouraging him to look, smile and don’t move. Which made him wants to avoid his eyes from blinking. Ha ha ha.. He’s so struggled doing that and made he looked so humorous with the ‘funny faces’.

Alamak terklik jugak ;D








Tensi gilerr dah nih...








Adik Syifa tangkap gambar, ok... maintain.. memang dasar perempuam kot. ;D *Clap3* pandaiii...

Inilah dia hasilnya...

Our 1st Daughter

Zahra Nursyifa'- our 1st doter, born on 23rd Jan 2009, Perlis. 7 days being warded at the hospital before can see my lil princess Nursyifa'. The memories of each moments of being warded, are somehow faded by time- that’s why they said women tend to be forgetful more usual then men- so by this ‘creation’ we could forget all the painful moment of the past more easily! :) If not, maybe most of the women are getting ‘serik’ to pregnant again! –LOL. Eventually, itulah yang dikatakan kuasa Yang Maha Pencipta. The beauty sides of all the moments give the best experience and mature us. Like a friend of mine said, “Motherhood made me stronger”. (Elia, u are such a lovely friend n mother with such a cute looking in many ways! Demm…;) )
Ok, back to the story of my lil ones, another hard moment was when I have to struggle by myself, waiting my lil princess at nicu for 5 days. So psyco, looking people come in and go back but me cannot. Huhu~ It was due to Syifa’s jaundice and her blood was too thick that prolonged her to cure. Hurmmm.. kesian umi ;) And Syifa’ was too little, she’s only 2.45kg when she came out and so love to sleep all da time. So hard to wake her up for feeding until mommy’s booby got engorged. So lagilah lambat nak baik ni sayang.. Nasib baik jugaklah ada Medela FS, which is so helpful- Electric breastpump, can be softly-handled, double pump- cepat and comfort, can be battery operated, handheld. Most of all, it could motivate me to pump frequently and no formula milk for my baby- sbb dah invest banyak maa :) .. This is my 2nd time delivering a baby but my 1st time to join the club of exclusively on EBM mothers. Thankful to Allah, I’ve been given the exposure to such a valuable sacrifice. Thank you to Watie, to introduce me to www.susuibu.com- I wish I could have found this website earlier when I was awaiting for Suhaib.. To mommies yg expecting for their new ones, let spend a bit of your time to search and learn what to expect for your newcomer. They really need us, and so to said we need to ‘google’ for more information to prepare ourselves on handling them.


Till next time. Here’s are some of my doter’s moments..

Her 1st day

Umi so love to see u smile little princess :) :)